Just breathe….
posted by: VixenI can be short tempered and irritable. A couple days a month I, we, can expect me to become this bitchy, irrational, crazy person. And when that passes we all breath a deep sigh of relief. Because no one, including ME, likes that girl very much.
Except.
Except sometimes that doesn’t happen. It doesn’t pass.
I’ve been feeling sad (duh). And needy. And tired. Oh. my. god. TIRED…….
And….not myself.
I’m needing to re-discover my groove. Figure out where it went. I’m getting there. Working on it. But fuck…it’s difficult some days. Sometimes.
~ xo
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November 22nd, 2009 at 2:51 am
LOTSA pain going round tonight…. How sorry I am for your pain…too much it seems for many of us here (guess it goes with “giving a shit” huh?) XO
SaNovember 22nd, 2009 at 3:02 am
Dear Vixen, I’m so sorry for your blue moods. There isn’t any easy way to comfort you, but I know how many people are rooting for you in real life and on the interwebs. Just try to take care of yourself and get lots of hugs.
Hope you have a better week!
~cNovember 22nd, 2009 at 5:09 am
*Tightest of Hugs*.. It won’t be too long before you find your groove again. It’s been a weird fall. Everyone it seems like has been in a funk. Even thou’ this doesn’t help you at the moment. i’ll keep you in my prayers and thoughts…
Hugsssssssssss,,
~c
SageNovember 22nd, 2009 at 6:25 am
Well I hope you feel mo betta soon. I like the nap idea. Try that out maybe that will help.
NY DivaNovember 22nd, 2009 at 6:52 am
I’ve been in need of a lot of naps myself, seems like the world has too. Here’s hoping we all get out of this collective funk.
DanaNovember 22nd, 2009 at 7:10 am
Even when it looks from the outside like things *should* be wonderful, they often aren’t and the guilt of knowing you *should* be happy can be overwhelming.
Be needy. Let your mind rest. And know that you’ve got people out here who understand and have hope!
MinorityReportNovember 22nd, 2009 at 7:20 am
I wish I had some advice for you, but what you wrote sounds all too familiar. Chin up. :) This too shall pass. Hope you’re feeling more like yourself again soon.
PCNovember 22nd, 2009 at 8:18 am
Ahh Honey!!!
Your lil (okay, super-sized bitch) is on his way to get you a mega cup of Starbucks and we’re gonna go get your nails done today. Will that help you with your groove?
I love you so very much!!!
-Vixen’s Bitch
Barefoot DreamingNovember 22nd, 2009 at 8:28 am
Vitamin D and a super great Omega 3. Seriously…. start thinking about nutrition and supplements.
I get the falling out of your groove thing…. I was slipping earlier this week – rebounded and fought like hell yesterday.
Hope the coffee and nails help. Can’t hurt right ? :)
viemoiraNovember 22nd, 2009 at 8:51 am
amen…. peaceful thoughts your way!
~KNovember 22nd, 2009 at 9:08 am
Seriously ..Vixen…go see your Doc just in case..have some blood tests run. I was tired all the time once and it turned out I was anemic and didn’t even know it. They found I don’t absorb iron very well and an iron pill every day fixed me right up.
Westcoast WeirdoNovember 22nd, 2009 at 10:19 am
Oh man, are you following me???? Quick, run away!!!
HoneyNovember 22nd, 2009 at 11:29 am
Take a breath and take some time for yourself. It’s hard with kids around but I’ve had to ‘make’ myself find time for me whether it be 5 minutes of complete and utter silence or a day of ME. I know it’s hard being in a funk – I’ve been in one most of the fall but I take each day for what it is and try to find just one thing that was good about it. Usually I have at least 3 or 4 reasons (the princes provide a lot of joy). Just take it easy, slow and it’ll all fall in place when the timing is right.
Bent and ViceNovember 22nd, 2009 at 4:38 pm
V~
I understand these feelings and I’m sorry. Even though it’s unpleasant, it can also be a time to recalibrate, decide what’s important in life, and especially, pamper yourself and be oh, so gentle.
“There’s a crack in everything; it’s how the light gets in.” L. Cohen
Love,
~Vice