Just breathe….

posted by: Vixen

I can be short tempered and irritable.  A couple days a month I, we, can expect me to become this bitchy, irrational, crazy person.  And when that passes we all breath a deep sigh of relief.  Because no one, including ME, likes that girl very much.

Except. 

Except sometimes that doesn’t happen.  It doesn’t pass.

169 • 365 :: Tired. Overwelmed. Fed-up. Humbled. / ~ maitexu ~

I’ve been feeling sad (duh).  And needy.  And tired.  Oh. my. god. TIRED…….

…..why am I so fucking tired all the time???? 

And….not myself.

There Will Come A Day / wordboner

I’m needing to re-discover my groove.  Figure out where it went.  I’m getting there.  Working on it.  But fuck…it’s difficult some days.  Sometimes.

Oh,  Just breathe / Rosemarie Buenrostro
(vi.sualize.us)

~ xo

Vixen

14 Responses to “Just breathe….”

  1.   southerngirl Says:

    LOTSA pain going round tonight…. How sorry I am for your pain…too much it seems for many of us here (guess it goes with “giving a shit” huh?) XO

  2.   Sa Says:

    Dear Vixen, I’m so sorry for your blue moods. There isn’t any easy way to comfort you, but I know how many people are rooting for you in real life and on the interwebs. Just try to take care of yourself and get lots of hugs.

    Hope you have a better week!

  3.   ~c Says:

    *Tightest of Hugs*.. It won’t be too long before you find your groove again. It’s been a weird fall. Everyone it seems like has been in a funk. Even thou’ this doesn’t help you at the moment. i’ll keep you in my prayers and thoughts…

    Hugsssssssssss,,

    ~c

  4.   Sage Says:

    Well I hope you feel mo betta soon. I like the nap idea. Try that out maybe that will help.

  5.   NY Diva Says:

    I’ve been in need of a lot of naps myself, seems like the world has too. Here’s hoping we all get out of this collective funk.

  6.   Dana Says:

    Even when it looks from the outside like things *should* be wonderful, they often aren’t and the guilt of knowing you *should* be happy can be overwhelming.

    Be needy. Let your mind rest. And know that you’ve got people out here who understand and have hope!

  7.   MinorityReport Says:

    I wish I had some advice for you, but what you wrote sounds all too familiar. Chin up. :) This too shall pass. Hope you’re feeling more like yourself again soon.

  8.   PC Says:

    Ahh Honey!!!

    Your lil (okay, super-sized bitch) is on his way to get you a mega cup of Starbucks and we’re gonna go get your nails done today. Will that help you with your groove?

    I love you so very much!!!

    -Vixen’s Bitch

  9.   Barefoot Dreaming Says:

    Vitamin D and a super great Omega 3. Seriously…. start thinking about nutrition and supplements.

    I get the falling out of your groove thing…. I was slipping earlier this week – rebounded and fought like hell yesterday.

    Hope the coffee and nails help. Can’t hurt right ? :)

  10.   viemoira Says:

    amen…. peaceful thoughts your way!

  11.   ~K Says:

    Seriously ..Vixen…go see your Doc just in case..have some blood tests run. I was tired all the time once and it turned out I was anemic and didn’t even know it. They found I don’t absorb iron very well and an iron pill every day fixed me right up.

  12.   Westcoast Weirdo Says:

    Oh man, are you following me???? Quick, run away!!!

  13.   Honey Says:

    Take a breath and take some time for yourself. It’s hard with kids around but I’ve had to ‘make’ myself find time for me whether it be 5 minutes of complete and utter silence or a day of ME. I know it’s hard being in a funk – I’ve been in one most of the fall but I take each day for what it is and try to find just one thing that was good about it. Usually I have at least 3 or 4 reasons (the princes provide a lot of joy). Just take it easy, slow and it’ll all fall in place when the timing is right.

  14.   Bent and Vice Says:

    V~

    I understand these feelings and I’m sorry. Even though it’s unpleasant, it can also be a time to recalibrate, decide what’s important in life, and especially, pamper yourself and be oh, so gentle.

    “There’s a crack in everything; it’s how the light gets in.” L. Cohen

    Love,
    ~Vice

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