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  1.   PetalNo Gravatar Says:

    I get ya! Very cool post :)

  2.   hubmanNo Gravatar Says:

    As long as you’re 100% comfortable living your life openly like that, good for you! Some days, I wish I could do the same.

    xoxo

  3.   DanaNo Gravatar Says:

    Ummmm … I don’t know …

    I guess it depends on how confident you are that your honesty will never become a factor in your life – like in a job search, or in neighborhood/family relationships.

    It’s all well and good to say, “Fuck it!” but sometimes the price for “Fuck it” isn’t known until 10 or 20 years later.

    I know “hiding” a part of one’s life is frustrating and damaging in it’s own way, but I do believe there is a balance there.

    And this coming from someone who is quite open on her own blog!

  4.   Barefoot DreamingNo Gravatar Says:

    I get it and struggle with this (not on the same level) lately too. Finding a balance I think is what is necessary. Friends – yes, they should know. But, I still have a friend I would never tell. But local ‘friends’ (the ones who aren’t really friends) NO – they would only set out to ruin us so they would have more gossip.

    My parents – I tread lightly. There is stuff they can know and others I have learned I just can’t say. Unfortunate yes. But the pros and cons had to be weighed and the end result had to be worth my actions. It wasn’t. Sad really. But my parents being around for my kids won out in the end.

    So – yes I agree we need to be us – who we really are. But, how much of “you” you let certain people see is what you need to decide.

  5.   Westcoast WeirdoNo Gravatar Says:

    I can be more ‘me’ IRL, on a blog – not so much bc of my job and other people who may stumble upon it.

  6.   Babe LincolnNo Gravatar Says:

    It’s a fine line to walk and one that gets pretty tiring, that’s for sure! Do what feels right to you and you can never go wrong.

  7.   JeffNo Gravatar Says:

    I have always tried to live my life very authentically. It’s something my wife and I struggle with. She likes to have the facade for the outside world but I can’t stand that.

    This topic alway reminds me of the Five Finger Death Punch song “Never Enough”

    - “I’d rather hate you for everything you are than ever love you for something you are not, I’d rather you hate me for everything I am than have you love me for something that I can’t”

  8.   Joker_SATXNo Gravatar Says:

    I have to admit…that takes a lot of courage. Kudos to you and PC!

  9.   VixenNo Gravatar Says:

    Dana, it’s taken me a few years to get to where I am now. I have to say it’s taken a good deal of encouragement from PC. He lives his life this way. He’s a successful business man and he’s equally as honest about most of his life with his investors who are also friends.

    I know not everyone has the luxury to be as open about every aspect of their lives. I definitely realize I am lucky in this aspect. :)

    But I would agree with you, a balance is good.

  10.   VixenNo Gravatar Says:

    BD- I absolutely think the key is finding a balance. Sometimes the hard part is *finding* that though.

    Jeff- love that line from the lyrics. Very fitting.

    Joke- thank you. :)

  11.   PCNo Gravatar Says:

    Here’s my 2 cents:

    I don’t believe you should necessarily volunteer all sorts of information to people. It is still perfectly acceptable to tell someone that it’s none of their business. Let’s be clear on that.

    Now, I understand the notion of having two different lives. But at some point, you’ll want to move forward with whatever life is proving to be promising and fun. Do you then shy away from the life that is less interesting? Perhaps you could if it’s the experimental side. But if it’s the part that pays the bills, you could be in trouble.

    I’m not a public figure. I’m not a scout master, or whatever you call them. And I’m not into little boys or into animals. So the amount of damage something is likely to do to me is nothing compared to the potential scandal of a cover up. For this reason, I find it easier to be more transparent.

    But not all of this easy for me. I still struggle a little with the whole Vixen/Pookie (aka Yummy) thing. Vixen has found ways for me to keep myself pre-occupied and in my happy place. However, in the back of my mind I sometimes wonder if she’s gonna slip away. It’s a huge gotcha for me. She seems happy. I’m quite happy. But will I trade away her for my vices? There’s no way I would consciously make such a trade.

    Our friends are worried for US. They’re afraid we might have taken things a bit too far. If we didn’t disclose this, we wouldn’t be allowing them to be friends to us. So that’s another reason for being transparent.

  12.   SageNo Gravatar Says:

    Well the only time I hide anything is from the bride. Well I guess that isn’t entirely true. I hide only things from people who might TELL the bride!

    I am who I am on the blogs or irl. It seems that is not the way to get the most comments or the most friends on blogs, but fuck it, I am what I am, a poor fat bald cracka. Like it or dislike it it ain’t gonna change. If I say it or do it I own it, to everyone but the bride anyway. That is a fiscal decision.

    Also my memory might be the worst ever, so if I were to lie then there is no way I could ever remember the damn lie I told and I’d get busted everytime!

  13.   SageNo Gravatar Says:

    oh yeah I don’t know if I said before (the memory thing) but thanks for doing up the follow comments.

    you rock.

  14.   VixenNo Gravatar Says:

    PC- LOL, yeah no, of course I understand that aspect. YOU of all people know that about me ;)

    Nobody is asking you to make a trade. Promise.

    (psst….killing me with the “Pookie”, *barf* LOL)

  15.   VixenNo Gravatar Says:

    Sage- see, and I admire that about you. You write about some pretty controversial topics. You say your mind and if people don’t like it, they can say so or go away and not read. It’s what makes your blog ‘real’, IMO. :)

  16.   SageNo Gravatar Says:

    So you don’t want all of us to call you Pookie?

  17.   Ms ScarlettNo Gravatar Says:

    I think it takes an enormous amount of courage to be that open in all areas of your life. And right now, for the time being, that is something I don’t have – hence my secret life.

    What I find interesting is how much I’m learning about myself as a result of this secret life that’s been applicable in my real life. Things that have improved other relationships. I really doubt I would have learned these things any other way.

    Great post!!

  18.   vixen kittenNo Gravatar Says:

    I know I’m a few days late here! I agree there has to be a balance, but I also believe you can be *true* to who you are, and to yourself, without letting the entire outside world in on it. Not everyone will agree with that side of you, and it’s really easy to say “well if they don’t embrace that side of me, they didn’t love who I really am” until it causes you to lose something you hold close to you.

    I have talked about my old blog, and closing it because someone in my *inner circle* got pissed about something and turned it over to my church. I was politely asked to step down from a teaching position I loved. It still hurts to think about.

    I was also very discreet because of my son. I think when people have kids they have to be. People will talk, even if they don’t outwardly disagree with what you are doing. One time, when my son was about 10 he spent the night at a friends house. The boy’s Mom was on the phone while the kids were playing video games in the other room. I’m sure she was just relaxing after a long day at work, and chatting (gossiping) with a friend. My son overheard her say some things about the other kids Dad, and how he enjoyed wearing woman’s lingerie! My son told me that he and the friend talked about what that meant. I’m sure it was also talked about at school the following Monday. People just talk….and kids process things differently.

    Now that my son is adult, I filled him in on the fact that I’m bisexual. I didn’t get into the fact that I’m submissive, or into BDSM. No kid wants to think of their Mama being tied up! I’m pretty sure your kids could live without knowing you called PC a sissy. Not that there is anything wrong with it, just, most kids, even adult kids, don’t want to think about their parents having sex, let alone THAT kind of sex. It’s a visual that would make them want to grab a sharp stick and poke their own eye out!

    So, my thoughts are live life, enjoy what you enjoy, but remember not everyone will agree with what you are doing. That doesn’t mean you need to stop doing it….just be rather select in who you let in on it.

    As always, just my opinion, and my personal experience.

    xoxo
    ~vk~

  19.   VixenNo Gravatar Says:

    VK- as always, very smart and well thought out response :) I fully agree with what you’ve said and pointed out. And while it might have sounded like I might have been saying I ‘let it all hang out’ or telling everyone to ‘fuck off’ if you don’t like me, really that wasn’t my point.

    I am a work in progress. I am more open today then I was 4 years ago or 2 years ago…. I *like* being more open about who I am. It makes me more comfortable and happy about myself. But I obviously don’t show up to my kids school and let my freak flag fly ;) *lol*

    Thank you for everything you said. Always very thought provoking. xo

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