Wanted: New Head Space
posted by: Vixen
My hope for Monday morning is to go for a very long run. Stretch my legs. Enjoy the crisp temperature (bc I sure as hell haven’t been during the days recently- which probably isn’t helping my mind space much). Fill my lungs with fresh, cool air. Clear my mind. And….find a better head space.
Sleep escapes me. Regularly. Four hours of sleep (on a good night) on a regular basis…. Laying in bed hoping your mind might hopefully shut off. Soon. Gets tiring. I’m tired. At least I feel I should be. It feels as if I’m running on empty at times. It’s causing me to be emotional, run down and less than rational. Oh joy….the fun me. *groan*
We’ve had this wind. This insane, nasty WIND and my allergies are out of control. I’d felt it coming. Began when I was visiting Roxy several weeks ago…then hit me full force over the wkend, thanks to the wind. Gah!!!!
I’m missing Roxy. I keep thinking more seriously about moving closer to her. The idea is becoming more and more enticing and realistic in my head. But knowing how much I’d miss my sister is nagging at me. When I think about how heartbroken I was, the kids were, when they moved out of state for 5 years for her husband to attend school…. And then NOW, that they’re back again, I can’t fathom leaving. But still….
I don’t know. So instead, PC noticing my awful, hormonal funk offered to fly my ass back out to Roxy’s. Call it chicken soup for the soul…in the form of a best friend, sunshine and tequila. There are many reasons I love that man but the way he can read me and know what’s better for me than myself most times…is definitely high on the list. Well and that he’s staying home to take care of the kiddos and animals while I run off to indulge in some mental health therapy.
I can feel my mood lifting already.
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Have a kick ass Monday.
~ xo
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April 4th, 2010 at 11:37 pm
You could come north sometime this summer. We’ve been known to have some pretty warm temps (though don’t tell anyone).
Amorous RockerApril 5th, 2010 at 2:07 am
Best friends, tequila and a getaway sound like fun. Hope it helps ease you out of your funk.
Westcoast WeirdoApril 5th, 2010 at 6:28 am
Awww – this made me feel warm & fuzzy, but sad at the same time for you.
Crystal GirlWe’ll fix you up in no time & have lots of girl talk :)
April 5th, 2010 at 7:01 am
We all need some mental health therapy every once in a while.
XO
MaggieApril 5th, 2010 at 4:22 pm
I think that funk is going around. Hope it clears up soon.
Babe LincolnApril 5th, 2010 at 5:52 pm
I hate those nights when your brain just won’t turn off… so frustrating! Sounds like you have a great support system and I’m guessing you’ll be back in the groove in no time!
My Hot CougarApril 5th, 2010 at 10:16 pm
Sorry we have nothing meaningful to add other than that second picture is sexy as hell!! And, oh yeah, sorry about your sleep problems.
DanaApril 6th, 2010 at 5:33 pm
Insomnia has been my companion for far too long – you have my sympathy!
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