I’m fine. (Friday Favorites)
posted by: VixenFriday Favorites-
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I seem to have lost my pep. I’m not entirely sure what is going on. I’m not in a funk, definitely not depressed. Just…lost in thought. In a weird head space. I’ve taken some steps back, looked eternally. Trying to figure out what is going on. Causing this.
My best friend notices and asked if I was ok (several times…have I mentioned lately how much I *heart* her?!). Oh. Why? Do I not seem ok? No- she says. Hmm…
My husband notices. Asks if I’m ok. Asks if it’s something he has done. Because he wants us to be ok, me to be ok with him. I am.
I’m fine. (more so emotional and neurotic than anything else)
No really. I am though. Sure I’m emotional. And quiet. Subdued. Deep in thought.
I wonder….
The surgery I had 3 months ago was something I put a huge amount of thought into. It was debated and considered. I had battled PMDD symptoms combined with ‘other stuff’ for 7 years. The procedure seemed so perfectly perfect. And it was (ok, once I was finally back on my feet…the recovery sucked ass). Until recently. My concern is…the surgery I had was meant to put these symptoms at bay. And imagine my glee that is HAS for the last few months. But now things have sort of come to…where ever it is now. And I’m not really sure what is going on with me. Or how to fix it. *sigh*
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Anyways. It’s the weekend. I’ve gotten very little sleep this past week. I’ve kept PC from getting very little sleep this past week. We’re still working out the kinks of his new work schedule, juggling the stuff he likes to do, the stuff I like to do- things like the gym, Jiu Jitsu, running, friends, sleeping… trying to spend time together with out me keeping him up until 3 am. Um…yeah…still working on that part, as I said.
Have a great weekend.
~ xo
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July 23rd, 2010 at 4:22 am
Sorry to hear about the mental fog. I hope you’re feeling like yourself again soon.
PCJuly 23rd, 2010 at 5:28 am
Hon, I wish I knew what it would take to make you happy again. I love you so much and it’s sometimes hard to see you get sad. Okay, it’s always hard to see you sad.
You mean the world to me. You are my world. Just reminding you.
The Urban CowboyJuly 23rd, 2010 at 5:52 am
Sorry to hear you aren’t feeling yourself right now. Maybe you are exhausted? I know if I push myself to the limits without getting enough sleep time I begin to feel a little ‘weird’.
Hoping you have an awesome weekend. :)
Barefoot DreamingJuly 23rd, 2010 at 6:44 am
Progesterone. you are low or messed up on your hormones. it happens as the clock moves forward, even if we don’t feel like we do. I can totally tell the difference if I slack on my prog. cream during the month. including the pms and emotional thing and even the flow of my period. when I send pc the wintergreen I will send you a tube of progesterone cream. you will love the difference.
Barefoot DreamingJuly 23rd, 2010 at 6:45 am
oh doh! and awesome choices!
SageJuly 23rd, 2010 at 7:14 am
Well damn. I hope you feel mo better soon. It could be all those activities you do, I find that if I sweat while I have clothes on it makes me feel bad!!!!
Hope it gets better. Excellent choices.
Westcoast WeirdoJuly 23rd, 2010 at 7:30 am
You know, I hadn’t thought about the surgery. That could be it. I’d be interested in hearing if that cream BD sends you works.
danielleJuly 23rd, 2010 at 9:03 am
I am curious about the cream too. Let us know. Hope you get your step back soon! I am playing soccer this weekend down your way. Maybe we could do a drink after. :)
MaggieJuly 23rd, 2010 at 2:53 pm
I am fine as well. I hope everything is sunny soon for both of us!
EmmyJuly 23rd, 2010 at 4:50 pm
I’m fine as well. I totally get it. It’s amazing how off one can get. May you find yourself again!
Vixenxoxo
~Emmy
July 24th, 2010 at 8:15 am
PC- <3
Urban Cowboy- possibly could be attributing.
BD- BINGO, I totally think it’s hormone related and I think you are really onto something.
Black MatrixxJuly 25th, 2010 at 11:09 am
I hope you managed to get a great weekend. It is really nice of you to set up a link to our post ;)
BM
Redshoes51July 25th, 2010 at 4:57 pm
Sometimes it’s easy to get lost… there is SO much going on… I’ve never hesitated to purposely slow things down in my Life… so I can handle them.. so I can cope… nothing says we have to keep up with things the proceed forward at THEIR pace…
Slow the things down over which you have control…
You will be ok… :o)
*hugs*
~shoes~