I don’t pay much attention to my stat counter, but it is funny/entertaining to occasionally browse the searches that bring people here….

*vixen good in bed?
I had no idea people were doing searches on how I was in bed.  Much less that that kind of information could be discovered on the net!

*lake mcconaughy nude beach
Nope. It’s not. I know. I’ve been enough times.  Maybe that was the confusion, they must have been there when my friends and I were.  (haha)

*laying on beach pulls my tit out sucking
*shaking head*  I don’t even know where to begin with this one….

*porn fuck me estes park
It’s actually a quaint little mountain town.  Not sure how much ‘porn’ is going on up there. (interestingly enough this is the *second time* this search has come up  ????)

*hotwife bar
I know of a lot of bars but not sure of this particular one.

*two naughty girls touching
I think the more appropriate search for this would be “VEGAS”…. *snicker*

*What does drunk texting look like
Give me your number, I’ll let you know next Friday night.

*mistress or fwb
Technically isn’t a mistress someone who is dating/fucking a married man???? Which I’m not.   IDK…if this were Facebook I’d say- “it’s complicated”

*hedonism resort dick sucking contest
This must be new.  They didn’t have this contest the several times I’ve been there.

*i’m a marine lets fuck
Well….I don’t fuck just any Marine.  It just happened to be that one.

*circumcised/uncircumcised
um…..very certain this is not something I’ve ever mentioned or debated here.  But man, they scoured my site looking for answers!

*dressed nude
doesn’t this seem a bit like an oxymoron????

*this coupon is good for one free bitch slap
Awesome.  I know several people I could use this on.

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Ms. Emma is doing fabulous.  Probably a bit too fabulous.  Between being hopped up on pain meds and her peppy young age she’s a rearin’ to go.  It’s been a challenge keeping her activity even somewhat reduced.  But it’s so so so good to see her happy suneshiney self back.  She’s a resilient little girl.

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Kiddos have had the last five days off of school due to P/T conferences and the holiday.  They spent a good portion of it with family.  Which they loved and also left me with quite a bit of time to myself and with PC.  Which was…. nice and a bit welcomed.  PC worked from home most of last week, which enabled us to spend some quality time together before he went away on a business trip.  It was good for the mind and soul to have some ‘me’ time to cope with Emma, my emotions, life issues/changes…..  Changes are amidst.  I’ll share as I’m comfortable/able to/come to terms with.

And….Johnny and I were finally able to spend some time together again.  *swoon*  (I say ‘finally’ bc it felt as if it had been forever…even though it probably hadn’t been.  He’s been sneaking into my daily thoughts more and more….hmm) 

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Remember back in July when I finally got The Os Shirt in my possession?!  Oh the debauchery Roxy and I were determined to expose it to!  A better/full recap of its adventures are finally up on The Os Shirt site!  Fully encourage you to check it out.  *wicked grins*

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Ok, well so, enjoy your Monday!!!

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~ xo

Vixen

On beer consumption-

As I’m perched on the toilet seat painting my nails…
*PC picks up an empty can sitting next to an unopened beer on my dresser and looks quizzically at me*

PC- when we met did I know how much you liked beer?

Me- (indignantly) Yes!

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On change-

Change and I are not friends.  We are not even on the same page.  Ok, we’re not even in the same freakin’ book!  I’ve been using a Blackberry for over 4 years, when PC convinced me there were bigger and better things than a flip phone (hey! Don’t laugh….).  I looooooooooooooooved my BB.  We were inseparable.  Last spring for a total of 5 minutes I attempted something other than one and I swear PC was having a larger panic attack than I was regarding my reaction to it.  (my OCD issues are not to be debated here)  But.  After several beers the other night I was convinced with only minor feet dragging to try a smart phone.  Yes, Vixen and an HTC Shift have entered into a love/hate relationship.  I’ve been teased before by friends that my FB relationship status should say it was with my BB. 

The good news is I didn’t toss the phone back in PC’s lap while practicing deep breathing techniques with in 4 hours of bringing it home.  Course to ‘aide in a smoother transition’ he also has downloaded and synced every possible thing he can.  I do admit, I’m loving the keyboard.

I think the bad news is less phone related…our Airave is STILL not working (we live in a very rural area that is not conducive to cell service, this device works with our internet to provide us with better cell service).  After many phone calls and many hours spent on the phone with customer service….  Well. It’s still not working. Godsend when it works.  Bastard PITA when it doesn’t.
*grumble grumble*

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On her-

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On Computer Techy Stuff-

As some of you may have noticed…  My site was hacked and infected by Malware.  Interesting way in which they did it too.  They inserted the virus in the search engine.  When you pulled up the actual posts…nothing.  PC worked from Thursday night until Saturday afternoon on it.  Smart cookie that one is… *swoon*  Figured it out, got rid of it and all is restored in Vixen-land.
*whew*

YAY!!!

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Alrighty….Monday is here.  Enjoy!

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~ xo

Vixen

and I want you to listen with out saying our relationship is over or walking out…
~Gray’s Anatomy

Friday Favorites-

Remember, if you haven’t already, click the links and show the girls some love!

Gucci…Mama Still Wears Gucci…..

JM/JAS….There is No Spoon…..

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Semi colons.

I had a hellova time last weekend.  I wasn’t really ‘me’.  At all.  There are a few days a week, each month, where I am just not myself.  The last couple months have been worse than usual.  The funk is mind numbing yuck, the mood is incredibly depressing…flirty and fun disappear.  I’m overwhelmed.  Stressed.  My anxieties cause me to feel like I’m a drowning, dismal mess.  I guess you know it’s bad when people close to you worry and ask if you are ok. 
Yes…..I’m fine, or at least I will be.

*Readjusting my meds*

Luckily it’s only once a month but it’s enough.  I guess I’m relieved that I don’t have the full fledged *punctuation* to go along with it (the surgery last spring relieved me from at least that awfulness, PC calls it my semi colon….doh)
Gah.

I’m going to give it another month and then go see my doctor if the self-adjustment doesn’t seem to help.  I can handle funks…but feeling that emotionally raw and fucked up consistently, monthly???  Yeah, um….noooo. thank. you.

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Our extremely frigid temps (in the double digit negatives) caused the kiddos to have two ‘cold days’ and PC to work from home.  The bummer about that is when they are bouncing off the walls from an insane amount of pent up energy, it’s difficult to send them outside for longer than 5-10mins at a time to try to burn it off.  Taking them along on a ‘food scavenger hunt’ (AKA grocery shopping….it’s all about creativity my friends!  haha) helped get them out of the house for a couple hours at least one day.  Which gave PC a slight break from the fighting/yelling/singing/laughing/dancing/running/craziness….and that was just me, you can imagine the break he needed from the children! *giggle*

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That’s all.
Hope everyone has a fabulous, fun filled weekend!

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~ xo

Vixen

Friday Favorite-
Remember, if you haven’t already, click the links and show the girls some love!

My Hot Raven…

Cheeky Minx…Love, Hate, Sex, Cake…..


JM (and Jas)…There is No Spoon…..

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I had some ‘drama’ come up earlier this week.  Someone has made it their life’s work to stalk my every move be insanely concerned about my life- strangely, oddly, creepily so…  I guess at this point I’m flattered, that I am that titillating that they can’t move on (we’re talking over *five years* here people….).  *shrug*  Whatever, you know?  I just don’t do drama. Common knowledge.  I have had more than my fair share of it in my past and am at the point in my life where I just don’t participate in it.  No thanks.
But my advice is this-

(seriously it’s ok…it actually feels good.  Try it.)

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Abercrombie and I have been getting a healthy dosage of each other *grins*.  I’ve gotten over my super clear annoyance of him.  But it is interesting the mind games he likes to play.  Whether he knows he is or not.  I’m on to him though.  So, I’ll play his games.  But I’m one step ahead of him.  Silly boys…tricks are for girls.  (Especially the more uh, ‘mature’ ones)

*wink*

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I have a review from Eden Fantasys that is overdue to go up.  Soooon!  It’s not that I’ve been slacking, just so freakin’ busy with bunches of other stuff taking precedence.

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Was taken by a bit of a surprise when I received a friend request earlier this week on Facebook…  From an old very close friend I had lost contact with. Also the same guy I had participated in the foursome with way back when (that I have mentioned on several occasions before).  Oh.  Hmm…well.  Sounds more exciting than it actually is. (lol)

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Have a fantabulous weekend!

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~ xo

Vixen

This weekend…
Caipiroska (2)
Coors Light (….lost count)
Mamas Little Yella Pils- brewery beer (2)
“Apple Cider” (Apple infused tequila plus blah blah blah…- 1)

PC has decided on my new nickname.  *smirk*
 
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Randomness

* In the fall Bloglines (the feed reader I have used for over 6 years…and loved) announced that on November 1 they would be shutting down.  I was beyond upset. I began researching other readers that I could migrate to.  All the while feeling quite pissy about this forced change.  Bc I don’t like change *stomps foot*  In the meantime I exported all my feeds to Google.  Not loving it like I did Bloglines but deciding it would be work.  I guess.  (humpf)  Then, a wonderful thing happened.  MerchantCircle came to the rescue and said they would keep Bloglines up and running, permanently.  Yeeeeesss! 

Until last week when I logged in and was told I need to must migrate my feeds to the ‘new’ Bloglines.  Wait.  What?!  What’s with this ‘new’ crap???  Okay….  So I follow the steps.  And am introduced to the ‘new Bloglines’.  Oh.  OH. fuck. me.  It’s NOTHING like what I’m used to. It’s extremely difficult to navigate. AND it couldn’t migrate over half my feeds unless I was willing to spend an eternity hours manually doing it. WTF?!?!  Grrr…  So.  Needless to say, after fucking around with it for several days and trying to learn to like it I have abandoned Bloglines for good.  I’m now using Google Reader, which in retrospect is surprisingly similar to the OLD Bloglines. 

F you Bloglines.

* I’ve gotten some really good runs in recently.  Our weather has been incredibly mild this winter.  Which I won’t lie,  I am loving.  A little bit of snow would be nice to see but as long as the mountains continue to see tons of it, we’ll reap the benefits come spring from the run off and that’s just fine by me.  The beginning of last week I ran two days in Capri cut Yoga pants and Racer-Back tanks and the last part of the week bundled in fleece, and gloves.  Over 30 degree change in temps but still incredibly pleasant.  As much as I love the summer, I have a difficult time exerting myself like I would like in the heat.  The feel of the cold air in my lungs, and brisk wind on my cheeks is most definitely what I live for.  *happy sigh*

* Remember last weekend when I was putting on the sparkle for PC’s friends? Well. He was kept busy doing what sissy’s girlfriends do best….

Holding their mistress’s girlfriends purse and drinking fro fro girly drinks, of course!

Don’t worry your pretty little heads. I’ve been putting on the sparkle for him too. *wink*

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T-minus 5 days until *THE BIG DAY*.  All but one item is purchased.  Wrapping will begin this week.  I’m not sure what scheduling will be like this week.  The “Three Wishes” theme for HNT is Thurs and the other days I think I’ll play by ear.  Yes, ME, Mrs. OCD is going to play things by ear *gasp*!!!

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~ xo

Vixen

~Gray’s Anatomy

I can’t sleep when he’s not here.

No matter how ‘cuck’ our relationship may be.  What adventures and paths I may adventure down.  I want him next to me.  I came in from an incredibly hot (HOT) encounter with Abercrombie….  Cold.  Needy. Exhausted.  Spent.

I woke him from the other room…  I wanted to snuggle into him.  My body fitting exactly perfect within his. I needed his warmth.  His body to entangle within mine.

I needed comfort.  And that is what he gave me.  What he provides me with.

I love him, insanely, intensely so….because of this.  I need him.  To be mine.

(vi.sualize.us)

~ xo

Vixen

One of my ‘rules’ for dating is that the person I’m going to meet for the first time MUST be ‘google-able’.  If I can’t find you anywhere on the net, oh hell no am I going to meet with you.  I’m impressed by the person who corresponds with me using their *real name*, with a *real* email address.  Immediate brownie points are given for such trust and up front honesty.  I understand the need for being incognito, maintaining some anonymity, in the very beginning, but past that point, I need, no, I require a significant amount of ‘honesty’.

I was explaining this rule to Abercrombie (Roxy and I brainstormed and have decided this is what to call the new guy) a bit ago and it hit me….  I’m a total hypocrite (shut up, lol).  No really.  I am.  I respond to emails/ads, etc incognito/anonymously. I want to be *sure* of someone, comfortable with them…before I divulge my real name.  My real email address.  But as a female, I feel that is me being safe.  Taking precautions.  You know? 

The funny/ironic thing about this is my REAL name comes up with very little when you google it.  If I gave my *real* name to someone and they googled me, it would lead to a bunch of nothing.  Now.  If I give them my screen name….VIXEN.  Well now, up pops all sorts of fabulous things about me.  *LOL*  Hmm…maybe I need to start giving them my real name right off the bat and keep my screen name under hat until I get to know them better! *wink*

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Weekend ramblings….

We have had the most fabulous weather.  It’s definitely an Indian Summer and I am loving every moment of it.  *happy sigh*

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Friday night we enjoyed dinner on the outdoor patio at PF Chang’s after my renewed love of the place.  Teach PC to take me to one of his favorite places on New Years Day…after having thoroughly enjoying New Years Eve um, celebrations.  *groan*  Three years later I gave it another go and hey!  YUM!  Their Schezuan Asparagus is oh lord….drool worthy….

Saturday I went out with Matt Damon.  Well.  His look-alike.  I wore my new favorite flirty dress that PC bought for me.  We had a fabulous time but I got the distinct feeling that I intimidated the hell out of him.  Oh well….

PC aka PB- panty boy (haha) was on his best behavior.  Well.  Except for one instance, which required me to punish him for his acting out.  Tsk, tsk….  But after I took care of that little issue…  *evil grins*  He was otherwise perfect… driving me where I wanted him to, wearing what I required of him, taking care of the kiddos so I could have my fun.  When he behaves as he should, it’s my most favorite.  *GRINS*

Anywho.  Happy Monday!

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~ xo

Vixen

Emmy did a post on ‘getting to know you’, which in itself is fascinating, but she took a spin on it.  She chose to list 10 things next to her bed.  Which….how interesting is that?!  Bc seriously, I’m guessing what’s next to my bed is completely different then what is next to YOUR bed!

ETA: And THEN I found out that the lovely Beryl had actually tagged me and suggested I do the same thing so, how’s that for ya?!  It’s ESPN I tell you!  *snort* (teasing…get it?)

1. My Blackberry and it’s charger.  I have been teased that I should switch my relationship status on FB to ‘being in a relationship with my BB’.  It’s true.  I am very, very rarely with out.  And it charges next to my bed. I do, however, turn off the sound when I go to bed.  Bc my various texts, emails, etc were driving PC batty through out the night.

2. ChapStick- I am a chapstick whore (but a very specific style Chapstick- either the Vanilla Mint or the Moisturizer kind, any other feels like I’m trying to rub wax on my lips). 

We live in a very dry climate and I use it all. the. time.  Miserable with out. It’s also in my bathroom, my purse, the kitchen…. you get the idea.

3. The household phone, or more specifically the base.  PC has a phoneline. And the kids and I share a phoneline.  Mine barely rings and when it does it’s my sister or PC. I’m not a fan of talking on the phone.  Everyone who knows me, knows this about me.  If you want to reach me- text me.  I will answer (or return your phone call) when I feel it’s absolutely necessary or important.  LP and I also walk around with the phone.  So rarely is the phone actually where it belongs and when it rings, it’s a mad hunt to find it….to read the caller id, bc obviously, I’m most likely not going to answer it.

4. Whatever book I’m reading.  I’m always reading something. I love to read. It’s a great escape.  Especially late at night when I can’t sleep.  I tend to get stuck on particular authors and read everything they write before I move on to something different (OCD….you didn’t forget did you??).

5. A clock.  It’s the only clock in our room.  I’m not a deep sleeper, I wake up numerous times through out the night and look at the clock.  If I’m sleeping in a room (ie. a hotel) that doesn’t have a clock, I’m lost. I wake up through out the night wondering what time it is.  I need to know what time it is.  Don’t ask me *why* time is so important to me in the middle of the night when I’m sleeping…especially mid summer.

6. Camera and it’s cables- one of my cameras (I have two- a ‘purse camera’ that is tiny, waterproof/shockproof/easy to use/carry Olympus Stylus and then my *good camera*, an Olympus E-P2) is always beside me.  For several reasons.  A- you may never know when you may NEED a camera in bed.  Right?!  B- with all the pics I take through out the day, I usually download them and edit them late at night in bed.

7. Two dogs.  Brit- giant Golden Retriever/Border Collie mix and Mick- Blue/Red merle Heeler.  They always, always lay next to my side of the bed.  (the other 5 dogs are either ON the bed or under the bed)

8. The window- in all my houses, in all my life, I have slept next to the window.  I. MUST. BE. NEXT. TO. THE. WINDOW.  And it’s always cracked.  No matter how cold it is, I’m a HUGE fan of fresh air.  Being able to smell it.  Feel it.  Always.  It is what it is.  (sorry PC….)

9.  Eyeglass cleaning kit.  Early in the evening I take out my contacts (I wear them out of necessity, not out of desire much).  Smudged glasses drive me *insane*.  I get migraines if they aren’t perfectly clean.

10.  A simple lamp with a pretty lamp shade.  PC goes to bed, much (muuuuuuuuch) earlier than I do.  He’s a morning person (up by 5 am), I’m a night owl (rarely in bed before  2am).  I need something to read/watch tv/be on my laptop by!

I realize maybe these aren’t *THE* most exciting things.  I have a simple two tier stand next to my side of the bed- very shabby sheik.  The ‘good’ stuff is over on the other side of the bed.  In the bedstand with a drawer.  *wink wink grins*

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TFT is up!

ANYONE can contribute. Girl, guy, couple, hell, your entire fraternity/bachelorette party… Snap. Send. It’s all cool. Be as simple, artsy, or whatever…as you’d like. It doesn’t have to be anything special! Or make it be. Hey, my point is, whatever you feel comfortable doing- I’ll take it and put up. ALSO, you can contribute anonymously if your little heart so desires. OR let me know how you would like to be linked/titled.

I’ll make it even easier. You want to become a regular contributor? You can send me one picture at a time. Or bunches. I’ll start a file and pull a picture from it each week. I’m easy people (I keep telling you all that! *grins*)!

Email me HERE or even HERE….

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Have a fabulous Tuesday!!!

weheartit

~ xo

Vixen

This little gem came from PC over the weekend.  *smirk*

The before conversation came up after we had just seen Killers and Katherine Heigl couldn’t pee on a stick (pregnancy test) in front of her husband, Ashton Kutcher.  Somehow I got to teasing him about how I wouldn’t have been able to do that even though I’m a pro at it (POAS- peeing on a stick). And I mentioned he’s glad he didn’t know me when I was trying to get pregnant with LM.  Someone as obsessive as me trying to concieve (…for over a year…with two miscarriages…HOOPS people, medical hoops is what it finally took).  Can you IMAGINE the insane level of obsessing going on?!?!  No wonder my exH and mine marriage fell apart!  I’m surprised I didn’t make him take off into the hills running like a lunatic.  I tease…..  ~wink~ (obviously there was A LOT more to my doomed previous marriage  *ahem*).

Speaking of Killers.  GREAT movie. I guess the general plot, if you disect the movie, it’s a bit stupid.  BUT why ruin a great movie that way…. over all it’s funny, cute and I loved it.  Super cute.  Katherine Heigl and Ashton Kutcher had fabulous chemistry.  He’s a surprisingly good actor and I’ve always been a fan of Katherine’s….  I admit to having a massive crush on Ashton Kutcher.  So if you all would like to pitch in to get him for my birthday, that would be like awesome.  ~hinthintgrins~

Oh.  But one more thing.  So the mom of Katherine Heigls character…she’s a neurotic lush!  Making comments through out the entire movie like ‘It’s never too early for a cocktail’ and ‘Let’s celebrate!’ (as she goes to pour herself a drink) and making inappropriate comments through out.  Um….I think I’m that mom!  Even funnier/worse.  PC thinks I’m the combo of the neurotic mom onTransformers (anyone seen Part 2?  The scene where she accidentally eats the ‘special’ brownies…..bwahaha) and this mom on Killers.  *shaking head* Nice…..lolol.

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This and That:

Friday I finally did it.  Went through with the tattoo I’ve been obsessing over since March.  I was amazed at how NOT painful it was.  I joked that from now on ALL the rest of my ink will go on my arms/wrists.  *LOL* When you’ve gotten 8, in various places of your body, you gain an idea on where it’s painful to get them and where it is not.  The one on my hip and upper back still hold as being *the. most. painful*.  While the ones on my bikini line, ankle and wrist were the least. Maybe not the most impressive tattoo I’ve gotten, but quite possibly one of the more meaningful…

Discovered my new favorite twist on beer!  Specialty brewed Stout with a shot of Stoleys Vanilla Vodka.  Anyone who knows me, is aware of my love for tastes-like-rocky-mountain-spring-water beer (AKA- Coors Light). And strong DISLIKE for dark beer *barf*.  BUT this combo is very awesome.

LP and I ran the 5k we do every year that benefits our local Habitat for Humanity.  She totally kicked ass.  Coming in 1st place in her division (course this was after she puked 500ft from the finish line from over-exherting herself…..she’s hard core that kid).  VERY proud of her.  *beaming*

Kiddos spent the rest of the wkend with their grandmother.  Which was a nice opportunity to spend time with friends, kick back, relax, do our own thing.  My head’s been a bit discombobulated lately so it was nice to just…not have to think.  Ya know?  That’s what I spent the weekend trying to do at least.

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Have a fabulous Monday!

(vi.sualize.us)

~ xo

Vixen

Monday…..in bullets (again)

*Sleep over with the cousins at our house, then hit the pool on opening day.  Which turned out to be in the 90′s.  *PERFECT*

*Got into a pissing match with some punk ass 12yro kid who kept insisting I was ‘cutting into line’ at the concession stand at the pool.  ….Listen punk, I’m paying for these 4 kids snacks that have clearly been standing in line IN FRONT OF YOU for fucking 10minutes.  Seriously?!  This is how you talk to an adult.  Wanted to bitch slap that kid. …..I’m all mature like that. *snort*

*Had an entire weekend without kiddos when they decided to stay at their cousins several nights in a row .  Leaving us a chance to have some adult fun.

*Enjoyed outdoor patio drinks with awesome girlie friends (PC included, he is after all an honorary girl) on Friday.  Drinks meaning beers that turned into rounds (yes plural) of Patron shots one beer in.  And an entire night of conversation revolving around sex.  Oh.  And a completely goofy conversation where SHE kept insisting she didn’t think she was my type.  ….Hon, you are hotter than hell.  I’m pretty sure that is quite my type.  HELLO!

PC’s such a sport, at one point he was even picking up guys for one of the girls at our table.  Ha!  Not that we probably needed much help.  Three overtly flirtatious party girls at that bar….trouble.  Just sayin….

*Woke up with a bruise ‘the size of Canada’ on my ass cheeks (as I told my FB friends) Saturday morning.  After an hour of being completely stumped as to where the hell it could have come from, it occurred to me….  The patio chairs from the bar the night before!  DOH!  I was wearing a little sundress and despite the alcohol had become increasingly more aware that my bony ass was sore from sitting on these metal, waffle cut out chairs.  Which is when we began mingling more I believe. It involved less sitting.  *ouch*

*Mid day beers and appetizers at Rock Bottom.  Btw…their spinach and cheese dip is *TDF*.

*Went to see Robin Hood. If you can withstand 30min of set up *yawn* you’re good to go. Movie gets better and worthwhile seeing.

*Weird dining experience at our favorite sushi restaurant.  Um…okay…..   But Plum Wine and Sushi- YUM!

*Finally, FINALLY watched Dear John three times.  Love, love LOVED the book…but the movie?  You will not catch me kicking Channing Tatum or Amanda Seyfried out my bed.  JUST. SAYIN!  *swoon*

*Had to cancel a pool date.  Boo!  90 one day, less than 50 the next.  *shaking head*

*Experienced mini panic attacks combined with insomnia through out the weekend.  Not a good combination.  Feeling…completely overwhelmed.

*Long talk with PC, change of plans in upcoming weeks.  Better game plan….  I think.  *deep breaths* It’s going to be ok.  Things are ok.

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It’s Memorial Day.  Take a moment to remember what this day means.  It’s more than just an extra day off of school/work for family picnics……  I’ve been thinking about my young Marine friend recently.  We chat every so often.  Me and my ‘not sleeping habits’ means he is able to catch me at random times.  The time difference is crazy in Afghanistan.  He drifts between utter depression and complete euphoria.  Which is completely understandable but at the same time difficult for me to grasp…  While his friends at home are bitching about complete randomness, like school being ‘hard’.  Meanwhile a kid he knew was blown up 15′ from him.  *shaking head* I honestly, can’t fathom.  So I guess on a day like Memorial Day, you give thanks and special appreciation.  To the ones you love, as well a those you don’t who have and/or will risk their lives.

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~ xo

Vixen