So um…my weekend was a little like this…

And a lot like this…

Several ‘honorable mentions’ of the long weekend….
- Checked into the hotel, hadn’t been in the room 15minutes and all bets were off. He’d picked me up, thrown me on the bed and all the fantasies, texts, talks…fucking distance…came to a head. And…there is a knock on the door. Studmuffin hastily tries to pull on his shorts and button them (damn button fly shorts!!!), finally answer the door on the oh…5th knock and the poor housekeeper, blushing profusely asks how our room suits us…and then starts mumbling how sorry she is. *ahem* Uh…so far the room seems fine.  Great in fact!  Hmm, um yeah, thanks for stopping by to ask.

- Go out for a late lunch Sunday afternoon…. Our waitress is fairly stand offish and non-existent. We both make several comments about it to each other. 3 margaritas in for me….3 beers in for him, have to hunt her down so that he can order another beer. I admit I sometimes give off a fairly abrasive (???) vibe with out meaning to. But in this instance, I truly hadn’t thought I had. And him and I were fairly into each other, not what was going on around us, much less her. We are getting ready to leave, I leave to use the restroom. Come back and he tells me…turns out it wasn’t ‘us’ she had an issue with..it was ME. The second I had left the table she had scurried over to gush over him and give him her number. Ahahaha!  Nice one.  Gotta give her credit for trying!

Not to worry my loverlies….more to come.  Head in a fog, the re-entry into real life and responsibilities takes precedence.

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When I come I want you to watch me…I want you to watch my fingers trailing down my stomach to my hip bone.

My hips reacting involuntarily…lifting, meeting.  Fingers delving further.

Gasping.

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He greeted me with a kiss when I arrived, pulling away only so that I could put down my things.  Wrapping his arms around my waist, there was small talk…catching up…with short intermissions to allow for our lips to meet again, kissing in between the chit chat.  He pulls away to offer me a beer.  I take a drink from it as it he pulls me back into his arms.  Kissing my neck, whispering appreciatively how much he likes the silk cami I am wearing. 

Walking slowly backwards, his lips meet mine…becoming increasingly more intense and demanding. 

I blindly place the beer on the counter top, our lips never parting, as we make our way into his bedroom.  Clothing coming off, hastily.

Naked. Him on his back.  Kneeling above him.  Laying kisses down his chest, his abs.  My tongue on his inner thigh.  He lifts my hair away from my face.

Mentioning how he wishes he had a camera…to capture that moment.  “So hot….” he murmurs

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I give you….that look.  Excusing myself to the restroom.

Moments later you meet me.  Time is short.  Not wanting our absence to be noticed.  (too much…)

My back against the wall as you lift one of my legs up.  Dress hiked up…your fingers pressing against the lace of my panties.  My hands fumbling with your jeans.  Pulling them down…just enough.  Knowing at any moment we could be walked in on.

As you lift me, I wrap my legs around your waist.  Your lips buried in my neck.  My hands grasping your shirt, nails digging into your arms…your skin.

Your mouth next to my ear….whispering…  “I want to feel you, taste you, touch every inch of you…”

Pressing.  Grinding.  Sucking on your neck.  Moaning in your ear.

Panties aside…us both feeling how wet I’ve become.  Breathing heavily as you pull me into you. 

Hard, fast, passionate, needing, wanting…NOW.

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Vixen

Several emails….  They decided to meet him for drinks.  Which led to dinner because things seemed to be flowing so well. Although…she’d probably drank too much.

On the drive home, all three in the car, they excitedly discussed expectations…’rules’, desires.

Isn’t this how they had intimately discussed such a circumstance so many times before?!?!

Her husband would sit in the same room.  While her lover had his way with her…his wife…in their bed.

He’d take her…his wife…in their bed.
And watch.

But yet…nothing would go as planned. ….the best laid plans often go awry.
I was uncomfortable….
I think he might have been more into PC then myself.
I changed my mind suddenly. Changing the rules with out warning. I broke the rules. At the last moment everything we had agreed upon I threw out the window.
Because why? ….I don’t know the answer to that. *sigh*
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Rabbit Write has declared Feb 22nd Lady Porn Day and has asked other bloggers to write their thoughts on porn for women.  She wants to get women across the globe talking and thinking about porn and masturbation in a healthy way.

Porn nor masturbation are very taboo to me, my blog, my friends…  But I suppose that is because I’m pretty open about those topics in my everything life.  What many might consider taboo, I talk openly about.  With….whomever. 

In the early years, I wasn’t a fan of porn.  Until I was turned on (haha….no pun intended) to a specific video by a close guy friend.  He worked in a video store.  Remember ‘back in the day’  when video stores had that ‘special back room’, usually behind a black curtain, sometimes even behind a door.  It was the ‘X Rated room’.  He would bring over videos (yes, before DVD’s…I’m totally dating myself here repeatedly, haha) for all of us to watch.  One video in particular made me realize I did actually enjoy watching it…when it was REAL.  The extremely scripted, ‘do me baby, harder harder’ scenes with the awful, super cheesy music were boring.  And lame and lost my interest.  Instead of deriving any pleasure or enjoyment from them, we would crack jokes and roll our eyes.

But this video, it was the self-taping of a real life man.  Who propositioned REAL women to experiment with him or other women on tape.  It was awesome.  It hit on my voyeuristic side.  Made me realize even more so how much being a voyeur turned me on.  And then I discovered Girls Gone Wild!  HOT!  Yes, yes I know….it ended up getting a pretty shitty rap over time and some things that may or may not have happened behind scenes resulted in a somewhat bad image.  And admittedly it got a bit….dumb.  But in the beginning it was a brilliant idea really!  To take a bus with a small camera crew and travel to Mardi Gras, Spring Break locations, etc and hit up real girls who allow themselves to be video taped while experimenting with themselves or other girls!?!  BRILLIANT!  Yes.  I became an instant fan.  (Me liking girl/girl porn…shocking, I know. *wink*)  There is actually one in particular, featuring a specific girl.  I loved to watch her most specifically.  (I occasionally still have fantasies/dreams about her.)

I owned an insanely large collection (we’re talking boxes and boxes of GGW dvd’s).  When my exH and I split, it was the one and only thing we divied up (doh!).

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Embarrassing moment #99:
One time (no, not at band camp) quite a few years back my exH and I had our sitter coming over to watch the kids (who were very young at the time).  This sitter was our only sitter.  Most parents will vouch that good sitters are few and far between and difficult to come by.  Our sitter was also the young teenage daughter of LP’s preschool teacher.  I was having an outpatient procedure and she was going to come very early in the morning.  Because of this, I had picked up the house the night before, paying special attention to remove any ‘incriminating evidence’ (ie…adult DVD’s) from the TV stand/DVD player, etc. 

Sitter comes.  We leave.  Come home later that morning.  Pay sitter.  She goes along her merry way.  The oldest kiddo (LP) informs me that they tried to watch TV but the sitter couldn’t figure out how to switch the TV setting from the DVD player.  Oh.  Hmm.  I turn on the TV, which immediately begins playing what is in the DVD player.

And…guess what it is????  A FUCKING GGW DVD!!!!  Full girl on girl, getting it on all hot and heavy.  It never occurred to me that my exH was going to participate in some ‘adult activities’ late that night after I went to bed and that I should re-check DVD player.

DOH!!!

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At this point in my life, I’ve deviated from movies.  PC isn’t such a huge fan of them. I think the couple times we watched one together we spent the entire time making fun of the girl’s technique. (and honestly, it was bad, she was smacking -hard- the other girls clit….um, WTF?!?!?!  In what universe does that feel good????)

I guess I get my porn fix these days through the somewhat new blogging platform that Tumblr and vi.sualize.us offers.  LOVE them both….I guess probably because I’m such a huge fan of erotic photography.  That said.  My final thought is the latest HOT short clip I came across recently.

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Vixen

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His mouth on hers.

Breathing heavily into her ear.

Biting her neck.

Gasping.

Hands forcibly held above her head.

Pinned down.

Yes…

Grinding against her.

Moaning.

Her back arched.

Hips aching to meet his.

In.  Deep, deeper, deepest.

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Vixen

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A hotel room.  With a view.  An amazing view at that.

I saw the window the minute I stepped foot into the room.  Big.  Floor to ceiling.  Over looking the snowy city. 

And the bed…with the crisp white sheets.  Perfectly folded down (what IS IT about hotel beds…hotel bedding….that so insanely turns me on?!).

I begin undressing in front of that window.  A window so similar to the one we had talked about….numerous times before.  The big city lights illuminating the room.

You take a step towards me.  Then another. I’m down to my bra and panties. …hadn’t undressed completely…yet.  As you take me into your arms, faltering backwards slightly against your weight, I feel the cold glass on my bare back.  The heat of your hand on my lower back, pulling me to you.  Your mouth heavily upon mine…but only briefly.  Both of our breaths catching….  As you move your mouth down my jawline, to my neck and collarbone.  Me turning my neck to the side, better enabling you to take me in, wanting you to taste me.

(vi.sualize.us)

I feel myself becoming wet.  Wanting.

Your fingers along the edge of my panties, near my waist.  Then moving to grasp my breast, inside my bra, to my nipple, pulling my bra aside.  Greedily your mouth encloses it.

Yeessss.

Your other hand enclosed over my neck, gently at first, then with more pressure.  As your mouth begins sucking, tongue flicking….my breath quickening, your grip tightening.

Crisp sheets come to mind.  I want to feel them against my skin.  I break away from you.  To crawl over them.  Kneeling on the linens.  In front of you.  Slowly unclasping my bra….  Then slipping off my panties.  Never taking my eyes from yours.  I moisten my lips, biting the corner of my bottom lip slightly. 

An invite.

As you move across the room, from the window to the bed, you begin peeling off your own clothing… unbuttoning your dress shirt.  When you stop in front of me, legs against the edge of the bed, I’m consumed with desire.  To have your hands on every inch of me.  Your mouth tasting me.

To feel the crisp white linens against my bare skin.

(vi.sualize.us)

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Vixen

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Yeah.  My night was a little bit like this.  Ok.  Actually, it was exactly like this.

But not before this…..

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Sorry for the delay in posting.  As you can see, I was a bit um, busy.

*wicked grins*

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Vixen

I read the title of her email.

An invite to join her for a weekend…  unrealistic.  improbable.  (unfortunately. sadly.) But…

“I want desperately to ravish you starting softly on your mouth…” she writes.

Two imaginations.

*inhaling deeply*

Both minds racing…wondering…  maybe?  what if?!?!  can you imagine?!  OH!

“I want your fingers in me and your breath on my neck as I gasp…”

*breath catching*

Yes.

Want.

That’s the word.

Damn I wish you were here…

IWTFU.

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ETA:
TFT is up!  Thanks for your patience!  Some newbies so you don’t want to miss them!  I was disappointed to be informed last week that most of the soldiers in Iraq are now blocked from the Yahoo members only site in addition to the public domain.  Damnit!

TFT is going to be up tomorrow morning.  After a full day of traveling Monday we were welcomed home to a house with out running water.  Wheeeee……. (NOT!)  I’m exhausted, my mind is a million other places and I just don’t have it in me tonight.  I’ll update when it’s up.

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Vixen