I don’t pay much attention to my stat counter, but it is funny/entertaining to occasionally browse the searches that bring people here….

*vixen good in bed?
I had no idea people were doing searches on how I was in bed.  Much less that that kind of information could be discovered on the net!

*lake mcconaughy nude beach
Nope. It’s not. I know. I’ve been enough times.  Maybe that was the confusion, they must have been there when my friends and I were.  (haha)

*laying on beach pulls my tit out sucking
*shaking head*  I don’t even know where to begin with this one….

*porn fuck me estes park
It’s actually a quaint little mountain town.  Not sure how much ‘porn’ is going on up there. (interestingly enough this is the *second time* this search has come up  ????)

*hotwife bar
I know of a lot of bars but not sure of this particular one.

*two naughty girls touching
I think the more appropriate search for this would be “VEGAS”…. *snicker*

*What does drunk texting look like
Give me your number, I’ll let you know next Friday night.

*mistress or fwb
Technically isn’t a mistress someone who is dating/fucking a married man???? Which I’m not.   IDK…if this were Facebook I’d say- “it’s complicated”

*hedonism resort dick sucking contest
This must be new.  They didn’t have this contest the several times I’ve been there.

*i’m a marine lets fuck
Well….I don’t fuck just any Marine.  It just happened to be that one.

*circumcised/uncircumcised
um…..very certain this is not something I’ve ever mentioned or debated here.  But man, they scoured my site looking for answers!

*dressed nude
doesn’t this seem a bit like an oxymoron????

*this coupon is good for one free bitch slap
Awesome.  I know several people I could use this on.

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Ms. Emma is doing fabulous.  Probably a bit too fabulous.  Between being hopped up on pain meds and her peppy young age she’s a rearin’ to go.  It’s been a challenge keeping her activity even somewhat reduced.  But it’s so so so good to see her happy suneshiney self back.  She’s a resilient little girl.

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Kiddos have had the last five days off of school due to P/T conferences and the holiday.  They spent a good portion of it with family.  Which they loved and also left me with quite a bit of time to myself and with PC.  Which was…. nice and a bit welcomed.  PC worked from home most of last week, which enabled us to spend some quality time together before he went away on a business trip.  It was good for the mind and soul to have some ‘me’ time to cope with Emma, my emotions, life issues/changes…..  Changes are amidst.  I’ll share as I’m comfortable/able to/come to terms with.

And….Johnny and I were finally able to spend some time together again.  *swoon*  (I say ‘finally’ bc it felt as if it had been forever…even though it probably hadn’t been.  He’s been sneaking into my daily thoughts more and more….hmm) 

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Remember back in July when I finally got The Os Shirt in my possession?!  Oh the debauchery Roxy and I were determined to expose it to!  A better/full recap of its adventures are finally up on The Os Shirt site!  Fully encourage you to check it out.  *wicked grins*

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Ok, well so, enjoy your Monday!!!

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~ xo

Vixen

~Richard Webber

Repeat. Repeat. Repeat…..

PC wants to change cell phone service.  Me and change?  Yeah…we’re not friends so much.  Don’t ask me why the idea of change makes my anxiety shoot through the roof. But a new phone means I need to learn all it’s NEW features.  And a new service means I may or may not get as shitty coverage as I do already (can’t call it great when I can send/receive texts and emails in three spots in my entire house… *lol*).  I did finally agree to *try* a new phone with the new service.  Everyone on FB has heard me gripe, but I’m not sure I’ve mentioned here….  Last weekend my BlackBerry decided to stop working very reliably.  So the talk of a new phone was already in the midst.  Anyway, long story short.  While I had high hopes of pretending to be someone I’m so totally not trying something new and different that I might possibly fall in love with, I ended up with another BlackBerry.  But the newer, improved version which replaced the trackball with a trackpad.  At least I can take comfort in knowing how the thing works.  Now just wish me luck with the service…..

I’m thinking it might be a bit weird that the movie Jennifer’s Body turns me on as much as it does.  I mean Megan Fox is hotter than fuck but she’s awful….demonic and evil.  And not high school evil, evil EVIL.  But seriously, watching Jennifer’s Body is like porn to me.  GOOD porn.  Hmm…..

I’ve been considering changing my avatar.  For almost five years I’ve had the same avatar. I think people identify and recognize ‘me’ when they see the little pink plaid skirt in their comments.  But sometimes change is good, no?  I have a pic in mind, from the  “Rock n Roll Princess” series.  Thoughts????

YM is being deployed to Afghanistan this week, for the next eight months.  It saddens me. On several levels.  Over the last few months we’ve become great friends, of sorts, more than anything else.  I will miss him.  He really wanted to see me before he left.  But.  I shied away.  I had really no interest on that level.  I feel kind of badly I guess about that.  I just didn’t want to.  I know it has quite a bit to do with Yummy (or as PC likes to tease me, ‘Ashton’, doh).  My plate feels fairly complete right now….with PC, with Yummy (whom there is this awesome ‘click’ with and I’m liking an awful lot).  But still, him leaving is laying heavily on my mind.  My heart goes out to his family.

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Kiddos have the entire week off for Spring Break.  So far it seems the weather might actually hold out and be nice.  Which will certainly make entertaining them MUCH easier.  Still, doesn’t stop me from wishing we were spending the week in California soaking up Roxy’s sun.  ~wink~

~ xo

Vixen

(vi.sualize.us)

My young terribly adorable Marine friend has a girlfriend.  Or rather had a girlfriend.  She broke up with him after he returned from his 3rd tour and found out he was going on another come April.  I get it.  Kind of.  Yet, I don’t.  I honestly can’t imagine.  I mean, any of it.  I’m married to a Navy man.  But didn’t have to endure him being away (business trips don’t count).  We met much later in his life.  I honestly can’t *imagine* what it must be like.

But, I’ve known love.  I know love.  I know what it’s like to be apart from the person you can’t imagine being with out.  I know what it’s like to feel as if your heart might burst if you have to go one more moment with out that person…..

(vi.sualize.us)

This….what they are enduring.  I don’t know. 

He is heartbroken. 

They are young.  She’s scared.  He doesn’t want to lose her.

But what I told him….  NOW doesn’t determine forever.

(vi.sualize.us)

~ xo

Vixen